(01-30-2016, 02:32 PM)syscrash Wrote: you are right they broke her, they got her to see what she needed. The same reason she had no control over her emotional outbreaks , is the same reason she could not assist in her training. Self recovery never works, you also can not be forced into recovery, you have to be willing. Only you can turn your will over to a higher power.

It is like and addict. Many of use it was not that we did not know what we where doing was damaging, it is not like we wanted to keep doing what we where doing. Every addict has had to deal with people who just could not understand, why "just don't do it" won't work. Why it is not a case of the lack of will power. It is not until we get out of your head, and quite trying to run our own program, that we can start to change.

Like Eve said she is starting over and it is not easy. In fact ask any recovering addict, it is very brutal. Until your self will is completely broken and you accept you are not in control. Until you are willing to turn it over to a power greater then yourself, you will never change. As any addict will tell you in your first year, you avoid personal and emotional connections, because they lead to the triggers that got you on your destructive path in the first place.

Anyone that has not been there or worked with someone in recovery. May have trouble understanding what Eve went though and why she is who she is. Eve reminds me of someone fresh out of recovery. In my recovery I took up martial arts for the discipline and as a release of aggression. Pent up anger is a dangerous trigger. Now instead of medicating my problems. I participate in adrenaline driven activities.

(01-31-2016, 12:59 PM)wfmyers1207 Wrote: @New Guy. I think that is going to be in episode 9. The synopsis for that episode mentions Eve interogating a BC suspect.