04-23-2015, 09:39 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-23-2015, 11:05 AM by Hexenadler.)
Four more episodes (and probably an entire season) of Juliette acting like an evil bitch. It's horrible and depressing. This is the first time a television show is actually giving me anxiety attacks.
If things keep going the way they're going, we won't see Juliette's humanity restored until well into season 5, and I don't think I can hold out until then. My only options are to either stop watching the series (even if not knowing the outcome will drive me insane), or hold out for the long haul and hope the writers allow Juliette her redemption before I kill myself. I want Nick and Juliette's love to be victorious. I want to see them finally unite as the first Grimm/Hexenbiest couple in history after five seasons of Fate constantly trying to rip them apart. I want triumph and catharsis. But of course, we need to trudge through the valley first before we can ascend the mountain. I just don't think I have the strength to reach the mountain.
Yes, I'm fully aware this is ridiculous. But my brain is wired that way. I'm an irrational bastard. It can fixate on the most trivial or irrelevant details, like a completely fictional relationship between two completely fictional people. (Except David and Bitsie are dating in real life, so that's not entirely true either.) Juliette's story is actually putting me in physical pain. I can't sleep. I suffer from stomach aches almost 24/7. It's keeping me from focusing on my own concerns. This is why I watch movies instead of television. At least you can get closure pretty quickly with films, but with an ongoing series, it's the equivalent of Chinese water torture. I wish I never discovered GRIMM.
I need help.
If things keep going the way they're going, we won't see Juliette's humanity restored until well into season 5, and I don't think I can hold out until then. My only options are to either stop watching the series (even if not knowing the outcome will drive me insane), or hold out for the long haul and hope the writers allow Juliette her redemption before I kill myself. I want Nick and Juliette's love to be victorious. I want to see them finally unite as the first Grimm/Hexenbiest couple in history after five seasons of Fate constantly trying to rip them apart. I want triumph and catharsis. But of course, we need to trudge through the valley first before we can ascend the mountain. I just don't think I have the strength to reach the mountain.
Yes, I'm fully aware this is ridiculous. But my brain is wired that way. I'm an irrational bastard. It can fixate on the most trivial or irrelevant details, like a completely fictional relationship between two completely fictional people. (Except David and Bitsie are dating in real life, so that's not entirely true either.) Juliette's story is actually putting me in physical pain. I can't sleep. I suffer from stomach aches almost 24/7. It's keeping me from focusing on my own concerns. This is why I watch movies instead of television. At least you can get closure pretty quickly with films, but with an ongoing series, it's the equivalent of Chinese water torture. I wish I never discovered GRIMM.
I need help.